I have no words

I am heartbroken. I can't even fathom the evil that perpetuated this crime. They were babies, and people that helped and taught babies. 6 and 7 years old. Gone, because some f*cking kid who thought the world was against him and was full of angst decided that that day was the day he was going to make his mark on the world. I don't care what anyone says about whether he was disturbed or challenged in some way, this boy was f*cked. No one, NO ONE, does that to babies. Everyone knows that is wrong on every single level. No justification or defense can be had. I don't want to hear it, because it's all bullshit. He got off way too easy, so much more easy than he deserved. He should have been thrown into the worst maximum security prison there is, and taught about how even other criminals look upon baby murderers. Torture, lifelong torture, would be just about right. 
I cried all afternoon after I heard yesterday, and cried hard multiple times that evening. I fell asleep crying. This is so hard to comprehend, I can't even imagine how the parents are feeling and the families affected. The surviving children will have such a hard time in this world, trying to understand (not that anyone can) why this happened to their friends, when they were so innocent. 
I don't generally pray, but for those that it would help please let us pray for the victims and the survivors. Keep them in your thoughts this Christmas season (holiday season, etc) and hug your own families a little bit more and a little bit tighter. I know I clung to Melee as soon as I saw her and decided from then on to be a little more understanding, and a little better. Everything, I can be a little better and I vow to be. 

To those little babies that left this world too soon, just know we are all around to help support your mommies, daddies and families, and we will do our best. Know that they will see you wherever you are when they are ready, and we hope that you are no longer frightened or in pain. I know none of you, I have never been to Connecticut, but my heart is heavy. I can only describe it as love, and pain.We love you, little ones, and this will not be in vain. We will live on in your memory and try to honour it as best we can.