First try.

Okay. This is my first attempt at a blog, not entirely sure how this is going to end up - with how I'm feeling lately I have an inkling its going to get angry. Maybe not right away but it will end up there I'm sure. 
I have a lot to say.
I miss my friends and this is a good way to get to talk to them without overwhelming them with texts or long phone calls no one can afford anymore let alone have the time for. If in fact they read this. I'm hoping they do. There are some people I hope do not read it (not that I can help it necessarily), but I don't plan on advertising it for everyone to see. 
I always wondered about people that blogged. Did they run out of paper in their notebooks? Are they trying to be environmentally friendly? Or are they just those kind of people who want their dirty laundry aired out in front of everyone? Do they think the world revolves around them and the general public wants to know every detail about their lives? I'm sure some of them are like this, but I can tell you what drove me to making one. 
I need to vent. At least right now. Maybe it will turn into something else later on but right now, I need to vent and I need my friends to hear it. I need someone to hear it. I can talk to myself all I want and my husband really tries but some things he doesn't want to hear and some things I don't want to rant about to him. Not that I'm keeping anything from him or he doesn't support when I'm upset but I believe sometimes we have to have things to ourselves. Not major things, nothing that can affect your relationship whatsoever, but things that would unnecessarily upset the other for no good reason. Or things that are long past, that make no sense to bring up again to your partner even if you're still angry about it. I'm sure (no, I know) that some of the things I'm going to rant/vent about are now moot points, because they are long past, but they are things I haven't been able to say and I need to. Things I need my friends to know. Nothing about them by any means, I'd never air that kind of laundry on the internet and invite people to read it! But just about things that have happened. That they were there for and a part of. 
I'm not sure when my first real post is going to be, its kind of hard right now to get this time, I'm pretty excited I got this much time haha. I'm happy my daughter is pretty content entertaining herself at this stage.   But I'm going to try. If my husband doesn't need the laptop tonight maybe I will get to then. 
Thanks for getting this far.